你好特别,你和我认识的男生都不一样,你给我一种疏离感,很孤独的感觉,若即若离,我听过很多人说自己孤独,但我觉得你的孤独才是真正的孤独。感觉你的内心深处一直都只有你一个人,你一直在伪装自己。
你想要一点刺激,一点危险,一点捉摸不透,甚至是一点折磨。你想要过度的东西,你想要不可理喻的沉迷,你想要情绪的烈火灸烤你的灵魂,你想要能够消耗你生命的爱情。
你给我的感觉就像博尔赫斯那句:你不过是每一个孤独的瞬息。在任何时候看到你都会吸引我的目光,即使你面无表情。很多时候我想去了解你,想知道你在想什么,又觉得你的外界有一层保护膜,我不想打破。你坐在那里,我感觉你都要碎了。
You are so special. You are different from all the boys I know. You give me a sense of alienation, loneliness, and intimacy. I have heard many people say that they are lonely, but I think your loneliness is the real loneliness.
It feels like you are the only one in your heart, and you have been pretending to be yourself. You want a little excitement, a little danger, a little elusive, or even a little torture. You want something excessive, you want unreasonable obsession, you want the fire of emotions to burn your soul, and you want love that can consume your life.
You give me the feeling that Borges said: You are nothing but every moment of loneliness. Seeing you at any time will attract my attention, even if you have a blank expression. Many times I want to understand you and want to know what you are thinking, but I feel that there is a protective film on your outside that I don't want to break. You sit there, and I feel that you are about to break.